My Last Night at 10 Bruen Court

Tuesday, January 30, 2024

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A lot has happened in the past two weeks. I finally submitted my resignation notice, and I must say, it was an incredibly difficult thing to do. It felt like saying goodbye to the dream I've been holding onto. It required a lot of courage, and I managed to go through with it. Now that I am no longer working, I have to leave the States within two months. Before heading back to Malaysia for good, I've decided to spend my last month in the States in Rochester, where my journey started.


With that plan in mind, I had to vacate my home in Albany before February 1st, which is tomorrow. As I'm writing this, I'm sitting at my desk in a small, comfy room in The Spaulding House. I've been here since I moved to Albany, spending five and a half years in this place. However, tonight marks my last night here. I don't think I'll miss this room, but it's bittersweet to actually empty it. This room has witnessed my ups and downs for the past five years. I won't miss the room itself, but I'll miss the freedom of living by myself. With only five days to pack, I didn't think much about it until tonight, and the emotions are becoming real. I won't lie; I shed a tear, just a little bit, though.


As January comes to an end, I am bidding farewell to this place – a place where I spent most of my time in Albany, a place that witnessed my ups and downs, a place I hold dearly.

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Reflections on 2023: A Year in Review

Wednesday, January 3, 2024

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Unrelated: This picture was taken  from my window during snowstorm


Happy New Year!


Looking back at last year's resolutions, it's time to assess what I've accomplished:


1. I managed to read more than in 2022, though I fell short of my goal, completing only six books. Interestingly, four out of the six were thrilling fiction books—turns out, I'm a thriller fan!


2. Tracking my habits turned out to be challenging. Initially, I had a solid system on a spreadsheet, but after a month, I stopped completely. I might need to devise a more effective tracking method.


3. Learning Mandarin was on my list, and I did make some progress. However, I wasn't consistent—I studied only when I felt like it, which I realize needs to change this year.


4. I successfully created a recipe blog, consolidating all my recipes in one place for easier updates. But I didn't keep up with consistent updates, mostly sharing on my TikTok instead. Once I have my own kitchen again, perhaps back in MY, I'll be more motivated to maintain it.


5. I did travel solo, although my destinations were relatively nearby—Woodbury Premium Outlets and New Jersey for some Korean marinated crab cravings.


6. Exercise was an on-and-off affair for me last year. I exercised sporadically when I felt sluggish but didn't establish a consistent routine.


7. My plans to travel with Luqman didn't materialize due to my visa extension process took some times. Hopefully, this year will bring better opportunities.


8. Similarly, a getaway with my parents didn't happen due to the visa situation.


9. Unfortunately, I forgot to write a letter to myself last year, but with significant changes coming up, I'll make sure to do it this year.


10. Volunteering took a back seat last year, but I hope to get involved soon.


11. Managing my finances went well, and I even shared my budget tracking template on Twitter to help others. Here's to achieving financial freedom!


12. No house parties yet, but I collaborated with Kak Iem and hosted parties at her place.


13. Learning to swim didn't happen due to being in the States.


14. I did learn how to edit videos on TikTok and CapCut, although I'm still a beginner.


15. I tried to delve into baking but haven't put it into practice yet. Focaccia remains at the top of my baking list.


16. I managed a few hikes last year at Adirondack, Catskills Mountain, Canyon X, and Yosemite National Park!


17. Despite trying, I struggled with my supplements. I aim to get more Vitamin D naturally this year.


18. I didn't buy a KitchenAid mixer as it seemed wiser to wait until I'm back in Malaysia due to voltage differences between countries. Instead, I made another big purchase—a Oculus!


19. The Grand Canyon remains unvisited, but I did explore Glen Canyon, Canyon X, Horseshoe Bend, Lake Powell, and Yosemite National Park!


20. Unfortunately, a facial spa visit didn't fit into my tight budget last year due to extensive travel.


21. I completed a few courses—Excel from beginner to advanced and a Data Analyst course by Google.


22. My Tajwid proficiency hasn't improved, which I regret. I'm determined to do better this year, InshaAllah.


23. It seems I met my savings goal! However, with anticipated unemployment starting in April, I've increased my savings target slightly for this year.

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